Showing posts with label For Arjun. Show all posts
Showing posts with label For Arjun. Show all posts

Sunday, 11 April 2010

My Sun Child


Sleepy eyes slowly coming to wakefulness

Recognition slowly dawning on his face-
His lips quirk in a semblance of a smile-
And at a shot, he's out of bed,

toddling around in wondrous rapture.


His eyes are lit up by the streaking sunbeams
he tries to catch-
Vivid at the sight of the riot of colour
in the garden-
Tender when he sees a little bird or his
Little kitten purring at his feet.
His diamond eyes never lose their sparkle-
Because he's a sun child!

His peal of laughter rings around-
Its music to my ears:
His gurgle of laughter fills me with a
consuming sense of happiness and elation-
Because he's mine!

After watching the crimson-gold sun go down
with a curiousness that nothing can surpass,
he nestles close to me;
And with a satisfied sigh,
his eyelids shut, to capture within
The sun in his hands, and the stars
all his to play with;
To frolic with angels in Heaven;
To know every joy of nature.

The world's all his and so am I
For he's my Sun Child!





16 Jan. '81



Sunday, 22 June 2008

Bless You!!!

It's the umpteenth time, till now
And yet more umpteen times to come;

But then how is it, I wonder-
That each time seems like the first
And the most painful?

Each time, a new worry added
And all the time a gnawing pain;
Somehow, I never get enough of you
I ponder, despairingly with each time!

Bon Voyage, Dear One, as you
Sail new seas
Harbour in new ports
On the waves of pursuit
Cresting life's moments-
Never lying in the troughs-
Pitching and rolling with
What life throws you-
Commandeering your skills
And allowing the Hand to
Steer you through rough waters
Safe and Sound!

These be my prayers now-
These be my blessings too-
As I wait on those shores,
With Time-
To Welcome you Home
Once again!





21 June, 2008

Saturday, 19 April 2008

A Mother's Heart

A mother's heart
Can,
And will,
Never, but never
Reconcile;

No matter-
What destiny throws;
No matter-
The scriptures preach;
No matter
Rational Rationale
Solace and Consolation
Pour.
No matter that
Even she tells
Herself so.

His head
In her arms,
Lying across her
Lap-
He smiled,
A final smile;
Casually,
Serenely,
Knowingly.

So she smiles-
Even now,
For her heart
Cannot grieve;
Having still not
Reconciled
To fate's answer.

For her,
He Still Is-
Never Was.

A mother's heart,
After all...
That never
Gives in...
Or
Gives out.

And so
A Memory Lives.






Usha, 21 March, 2008

Thursday, 27 March 2008

Bereft

Each time you come,
My heart fills up-

Each time, then again,
You take a chunk away,
As you leave.

The yawning gap-
A hollow of yearning;

A receptacle waiting-
For you to fill
Within me.

And-
Each time, I tell myself
It's going to be
Different, this time;

(Knowing full well,
It can never be;)

How I'll keep that
Treasure-trove of love within;
How I'll stack
My worries and anxieties: Separate.
How I'll be stoic, and smile,
Warmly, reassuringly-

Hug you, squeeze your hand,
And thump you on the back!

And, as you walk away-
Slowly, but surely;
Each step, pulling away-
I do, all of these things:
Smile, and hug,
And pump your hand!

Then...
My worries and anxieties stack-
Only, they become that receptacle,
Bereft
Of a treasure-
Waiting to be filled again-
Collecting the lone tear drop
That suddenly drips
Off the edge of my eye.

You turn,
And I flash my
Dazzling smile-

Au revoir, dear one.

I can wait-
As I always have
Till we meet again.

Dear God,
(Just this)
I pray,

Soon!




Usha, 24 March, 2008

Friday, 4 January 2008

An Interval

The road home
today
seems to take so long.

I keep seeing you
in that empty seat-
Excited?
Or was it just another
Cover-up?

It's so hard to believe
The days flew by,
And again, it's that
Time of the Season...

Au revoir you murmur;
And you smilingly salute!
I just love it when you do that....

With a sigh now
I unlock the front door,
Oblivious to the frenzy
Of the ecstatic dogs-

I don't notice the
Aftermath of the tornado
that struck, as you packed!

Au revoir I whisper,
Into the empty home...
And wonder-

Could you not leave
Without going away?



Usha, 16 December, '07

Saturday, 1 December 2007

A Salute!















More precious than the
Moment I held you
In my arms-

More dearer than the
Moment I watched you
Take that first step-

More firmer my faith
Than that moment
You chose your path ahead;

Biting back my gasps;
But making sure you knew
My hand was there-
To hold and guide and support and comfort....

For, only you know-
How torturous the road was;
To this threshold you now are at,
Sailing rough waters.

To pass under that
Quarterdeck.

I saw you
Proud, straight-
The perfect salute;
The smile that played
on your lips.

This mother now,
With pride anew in you,
Hands you over, to our Mother;

With the deepest respect;
For, more precious, more dear
Are you now.

And more firmer my faith
In all that you will do.

A Salute to you
My son!!


Usha, 1 December, '07
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